you're my wonderland

you know you’re a loser when you use your database searching privileges you get from university to find information about a condition you’ve had

i’m going to fail this exam so why am i even studying? 

great
i have an exam in two days and i’m getting sick now
i haven’t even attempted to study for this exam
all i want to do is lay down and sleep but it’s probably not going to happen
fuck my life
all i want is one school year to go by without me getting sick before my semester one exams
just one
it’s all i’m asking
i feel like garbage
and i have no motivation to leave my house at the moment
but i need to eat
goddamnit
someone nurture me
i just want to be a big baby right now :( 

i hate getting sick during exam season
i’m not exactly motivated to study
*sigh*
gonna rest for a bit then get going i suppose 

here is my plan:
write my sociology of gender midterm
go home
eat
clean my room/pack
sleep
go to class
come home
gather my crap
go to the GO station
meet my sister at Ryerson
go home to Barrie
hangout with sarah
do something productive
sleep
do some more productive stuff
GO TO THE VANIER CUP & CHEER FOR MAC

one more midterm to go after this night class
i can do it
i’m gonna have to 

so sick of abnormal psychology right now

WHY AM I IN UNIVERSITY?

IT’S NOT LIKE I CAN WRITE OR ANYTHIGN

because of the lovely and gigantic headache i have acquired, my plans are thwarted yet again

just need to get through 2 more chapters

then write an outline

go to bed

and write my essay tomorrow

all before studying for 2 exams

and going to three classes

fuck.

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